What I Know – December 2010

I’ve been inspired by something I read in an online forum for parents of kids with Down syndrome. Someone posted a list of things she knows for sure in light of all that is uncertain in her life right now.

Since I can absolutely relate to that feeling, I thought it might be helpful for me to list the things I know for certain, right here, right now. And maybe I’ll do this occasionally in the next months and years so I can look back and see how far I’ve come.

So what do I know for sure?

1. I have a beautiful daughter named Rowenna Anne.

2. I am 100% head-over-heels in love with my daughter.

3. I am a good momma for Rowenna.

4. I won the husband lottery when I married my hubby.

5. I am a stellar knitter.

6. I have no idea what Rowenna’s abilities will be.

7. I will do everything within my power to help Rowenna grow and develop.

8.  I am good at this sign language thing so far.

9. Cold weather gives me cabin fever and I would do just about anything to move to Key West.

10. I will be back in the workforce again someday.

11. Rowenna will always be loved by her family – unconditionally and unfailingly.

12. I have no idea where life goes from here.

13. I know God will help us even though His plan isn’t 100% clear to us at the moment. Any hints/outright messages (in a dream, email, text, or voicemail – whichever You prefer) would be greatly appreciated at this time, God.

So, not much. 13 things I know for sure. But that’s better than nothing as far as I’m concerned. I am hopeful this  list will grow with time.

Our future is very uncertain. My heart aches. But my daughter is smiling and babbling and an ever-present source of joy. We can do this, we just need time.

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One response to this post.

  1. Posted by Sarah K on December 10, 2010 at 11:41 am

    14. You are one heck of an amazing, inspiring friend.

    Reply

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